"saya kenyang"Picture above is the epitome of normal, post breaking-a-fast condition.
The in-betweens :
You go clubbing, wear sexy clothes, but never missed the 5-times a day prayer.
You wear tudung with short sleeves.
You are metrosexual but love getting all dirty doing adventure racings and mountain climbing.
You wear tudung and you are in a band.
You are having sex before marriage but you don't eat pork.
You are wearing tudung but you love performing on stage.
You aren't fasting, you don't pray, but you got all boiled up by the murtad cases
You are wearing tudung but you smoke.
It's like NESLO, not a MILO, neither a NESCAFE. No wait, it's both MILO and NESCAFE.
Some people look at it as a confusion. I look at it as personal preferences.
Some like only MILO, some prefer the original taste of NESCAFE, no add-ons.
Some look at it as the perfect combination, like, being moderate, wasatiah.
People tend to chastise these in-betweens.
Like they are good, but never good enough.
Contoh mudah : Saya tidak hebat berbahasa Melayu tetapi bahasa Inggeris saya juga tidak sehebat mana, apatah lagi bahasa Arab saya. Jika saya hebat, masih ada yang lebih hebat, seperti juga ada yang lebih teruk. Oleh itu, apakah yang harus saya rasa? Hebat, atau sebaliknya? Selain itu, adakah saya patut dikecam?!
Contoh lebih mudah : Saya solat tak tinggal. Saya baca Quran setiap hari, tetapi saya suka tengok perempuan seksi dan kurang gemar perempuan bertudung. Adakah saya jahat atau baik, jahil atau alim?!
In the end, it's about doing the right thing, is it?!
Right or wrong, who are we to judge. Right or wrong takes a lifetime of learning.
Nevertheless, no matter what you do, how you dressed up, it's the way you treat people that counts the most.
At least to me.
You just can't fake kindness.
Study-wise, this semester is by far the suckiest semester, ever.
Had to sit for exams on freaking Sundays, had the second shittiest lecturer teaching one of the easiest core subjects making it being one of the hardest to score, having exams delayed or cancelled only few minutes before the starting time and to top it all, final exams will be right after the eid mubarak's holiday.
Fuckadoodadeyyy.
Plus, like zerr, I just got ripped off for being a helluve stupid consumer. Unlike her rm10, it's my freaking rm25. PASAR MALAM PULAK TU, BOLEH TAKKKKK!?!!
Nota tambahan:
Kadang-kadang perempuan hanya ingin dipujuk.
Kadang-kadang perempuan hanya ingin diberi bunga.
Kadang-kadang perempuan hanya inginkan perhatian.
Kadang-kadang sahaja tapi, bukan banyak-banyak.
"Rilek ah".
"Lek lek pertama komplek la.. "
(adaptasi daripada filem REMP-IT)
I'm quoting REMP-IT, oh wow!!
Happy fasting, what's left of it.
