October 30, 2003

Somewhere in Between

Somebody ive been searching for, all this while,
Somebody ive practically dreamt into life,
Somebody ive longed to grow old with.

Fate got twisted somehow along the way.
Things cant get more complicated than this.
Having found ur soulmate is one thing, to lead a happy life with him is another.
Maybe, juz maybe, we were not meant to be together after all.
Maybe, its juz too late.
Its a dead end.
& i'm too heartless & tired to start to talk about it.

Somehow. there are many who see n feel the presence of true n strong love,
but denial was alwiz king.
Perhaps its the truthfullness of it all that provokes them,
considering the pretention that surrounds our daily lives.

" It could well be that i'm goin mad; or, on the other hand, i'm simply confused and unhappy; or on the third hand, i know exactly what i want but cannot bring myself to do it because of all the pain it would cause, and the tension between those two states of being, makes me want to explode.."

But i know, things will come my way, eventually. & i'm happy, for now.