December 11, 2009

monkey business

Aboo by SheezyArt

Aboo is my favorite monkey. Aboo makes me smile when all else failed. Aboo is cute but handsome at the same time. Me loves Aboo, not Aladdin.

Dinner with friends from yesteryears last night, I pondered once again on how time flies, how most people changed, for the better. And how little I changed, for better or worse. Mid life crisis should be over by the age of 26, no? Mine is prolonged, to the point of being annoying. Void filled but not without the ugly aftermath, the one I failed to clean up for and let others do it for me. I'm a disappointment to many, to myself I can't forgive. For that, I am sorry.

Am financially, physically, emotionally and mentally broke. Will look for Brains I misplaced soon, will stop listening to Heart for a short while. Embracing my fate. So what's next?

Wishing for enough happiness to keep everyone happy, everyday. You deserve to be happy. You deserve better.

Random: I have this thing for crow's feet on guys, I find them charming and nice to look at, no?