nevertheless

Symptoms leading to an attempt;

1. extreme personality change
2. lost of interest in activities that used to be joyable.
3. significant loss or gain of appetite
4. sleep problems.
5. FATIGUE/LOSS OF ENERGY
6. FEELING WORTHLESSNESS OR GUILT
7. WITHDRAWAL FROM FAMILY/FRENS
8. neglect of personal hygiens
9. sadness, irritability or indifference.
10. having trouble concentrating
11. extreme anxiety
12. drug or alcohol abuse.
13. aggressive behavior
14. poor school performance(not caused by laziness)
15. HALLUCINATIONS OR UNUSUAL BELIEF

I got 11 out of 15.. Should I worry?
Analyzation of a case study that led to an analyzation of oneself. Extreme analyst, causing irrirations, sometimes projecting imaginary nonsensical theories which might qualify as 'behavioral science', given enough organized and systematic proof with statistics and stuff.
oh mestilah malas.

So nway, those are 15 suicidal symptoms. Then again, it's too common nowadays to feel depressed. It's not manic, which if it is, u should get professional help a.s.a.p.
Btw feeling suicidal IS a phase. Once u feel suicidal, its not like u are goin to feel that way for the rest of ur life, provided than u haven't killed urself now.

"Those suffering from depression do not openly discuss it for fear of being judged. Instead they try to drop clues as they are trying to communicate their intent"

I do know how they feel, they, "the depressed". Feeling isolated with no one to talk to.
Hey, don't read with a sad tone, this may be one helluva disturbing topic but I am actually in an elated state while doing this entry. I cant even hit myself hard enough to feel the pain, let alone knifed myself to death. Nauzubillah.
Nevertheless, people are still doing it. Most of the times, others missed the hints.
I think that no matter how sad or angry u are, u should THINK hard before u act, or say or do anything.
Or try the simple trick of curbing aggressiveness or anger, and even gluttonous; by counting from 1-10 before u cast the final spell.

To the rest of us, let's try loving each other, before judging. In the end, being alive is still better than being dead. When u died, there's really nothing u can do about anything

sekian.